Getting Back In The Swing of Things

So this is a very late night post. I've been thinking about how I want the next couple months to go and the different ways that they could go. On one hand I could get a 9-5 job and make some money while studying to retake my GMAT exam. On the other hand I may not find a job and have a lot of extra time on my hands to study and watch every tv show I could possibly watch. Right now my plan is to finish watching all these shows I could possibly be interested in by Monday. By Monday I want to be back in a routine. Right now my tv show addiction is Arrow.

I used to watch it when if first came out but I can't remember why I stopped. The main actor Stephen Amell is super good looking but I tend to get distracted with the fact that he barely moves his neck like if he either injured it or he is simply a robot. Anyways back to my plan. The new plan is to sign up to use the Kaplan this weekend for my GMAT studying all in hopes of going to Pace University in the Spring.

Then after studying for a couple hours a day I shall do some pilates and other at home workout stuff. Exercising the mind and body :). After being such an intense dancer not doing anything is making me feel fat or at least bigger than I want to be. This would be HORRIBLE as I just bought a bunch of clothes I want to be able to fit into for a couple years.

So as a way to also help kill time I am watching a bunch of movies as well as my tv shows. Last night my sister, my cousin and I finally went to watch The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones starring Lily Collins.

 Let me just say, it was AMAZING. It didn't follow the book exactly but it seemed justified in doing so when it did. It had great action so that made up for some of the predictable build ups to love scenes. Honestly when I read the book it did not seem that scary lol but the movie is pretty jumpy and will keep you on the edge of your seat. I think a really great thing to experience is watching this movie with someone who hasn't read the book. It has great twists which aren't all that expected and the look on my sister's face at times was worth not telling her about the movie.

As much as I would love to have a job, I've always had a fear of going into the work force. What if I mess up? What if I forget all that I've learned in school? What if I don't like it and the people there don't like me? As you can tell I'm a big what if girl and I tend to doubt myself a lot. I think this is why I'm preparing to do the GMAT for a third time now. Well the first time I knew I wasn't ready and the second time I was merely willing myself to be ready. This time I want to feel completely ready and exhaust all my resources and materials before I take the test. Hopefully I can work through all this doubt by the time I take my exam *fingers crossed*

Carla xoxoxo